THIS HEART

No one seems to care about
No one seems to ask
Behind this face there’s wasted memory
Caught beneath a mask

This heart will beat another day
This heart will lead us both astray
Believe me...

This heart will be silent (Come back to me)
For all eternity / For us it’s clear to see
Now swallows your night (And put me back on track again)
And share this heart with me (Forever free)
This heart

You punish me for self-respect
Still reasoning your life
But everywhere is walking distance
If you have the time

It is mind – it is cold
It is soul – it is cold
It is heart – it is cold
It is love – it is cold
It is you – it is cold

 

THE MORE SHE KNOWS

You saw me dancing on top of the world
You saw me down below
I try to fly but I might not come back again
Do you wonder why?

Don’t count on me (Don’t you ever)
Don’t count on me (Don’t you ever)

Souls entwine for the very last time
Tainted pictures occur
I can’t deny it
I can’t deny what I’ve done
I can’t deny it....anymore

Don’t count on me
The more she knows
Don’t count on me
The more she hates me
Don’t count on me
The more she knows
Don’t count on me
The more she hates me / The more she condemns me

Now she’s fed up (What have I done?)
She’s fed up with all my shit
She’s really giving in (Why did I hurt you?)
She’s finally had enough / She’s finally had enough of it

 

ABRAZA LA LUZ (EMBRACE THE LIGHT)

The brain is the seat of madness and delirium - Hippokrates-

?Porqué has pecado con ese cuchillo en tus manos?
?Porqué debería yo perdonarte la crueldad de tus acciones?
Ahora, cierra tus ojos...

(Can you feel it?)

?Qué sientes?
?Qué respiras?
?Abandonas todas las restricciones?
?Qué es lo que ves?
?A dónde vas? (Déjame entrar)
Abrazas la luz

Noche tras noche
Me soportabas (It was you)
Cada vez que tropezaba
Compadecía la vida...

La vida sólo es un sueno
Esta vida es nada

Lo abrazas

(Can you feel the light?) ?Lo puedes sentir?

What made you sin with that knife in your hands?
What makes me forgive all the cruelty of your deeds?
Now close your eyes...

Can you feel it?

What do you feel?
What do you breathe?
Do you abandon all restraint?
What do you see?
Where do you go? (Let me in)
You embrace the light

Night after night
You took me under
Every time I stumbled
I did even pity life itself...

This life is nothing but a dream
This life is nothing...

Can you feel the light? Can you feel it?

 

HER LAST SUMMER

Light is fading
And she is anticipating
The dawn of the age
The dawn of the age

When she laughs, when she cries
When she looks up in sorrow
When serenity dies
She longs for the sundown

Remember
When she laughs, when she cries
Remember her time
She looks up in sorrow
Remember her time
Serenity dies / Come back again
Remember her time
She longs for the sundown
Remember

White is her freedom
God seems to hide away
I mostly succeeded in fooling myself
And I miss you
I love you

When she laughs, when she cries
She longs for the sundown

It’s her last summer and the heavens bleed

Life is fading...

Remember her eyes
I still remember her eyes

 

SILVERGOD

Suburbia being turned upside down
Our hopes being buried in hallowed ground
Don’t you ever blame me for the fact that I was born
I hear you calling from the other side
My limbs are bound, I’m filled with fright
I feel an inner compulsion – demanding restlessly

Hold me, I crumble...

My SilverGod
I pray to you
I’ll always need you, always keep you
Never let you go
My SilverGod (Don’t leave me alone / I need you)
I swear to you
I’ll always need you , always keep you
Never let you go

The saints are just sinners who keep on trying
For you there’s no need for defiance
You’re about to lose me – the gates are open wide
Give your brains to the mad, your eyes to the blind
In the kingdom of suffered minds
The worst hallucination is the curse to be alive

My SilverGod
Hold me tight
Don’t leave me alone

Now... the battle is done
I still breathe your scent
Now... sincerity has come
Now... I want to be in you

X-ISTENCE (I’M FREE)

It’s not my fate to ignore
These vicious thoughts
I act like a stranger
I’m not supposed to be strong
I come undone
Don’t even know where to start

It’s like a storm inside my head...
It’s like a bad storm inside my head...

I’m free...yeah
Existence is futile
‘Cause pain is surreal / so real
I’m free...yeah

Morality is a word I can’t accept
I’m moving in circles
The hardest things to handle are failure and success
They are promises worth breaking

You have to rely on your sanctuary
You know that you have to
You have to rely on your mental health
You know that you have to

 

DECEMBER WOUNDS

Hush my child
I’ll stay with you
As long as you want me to
In all these years
I’ve seen them clear
December wounds on pale skin

I believe in you
Like I always do
I believe in you
Like I always do

Hush my child
Faith is mine
Leave all your tears behind
But speak to me
What’s wrong or right?
Remorse is just out of sight

I know you are suffering – choking – trembling
You cannot escape from the past
Suffering – choking
You cannot escape from yourself
Choking – trembling
You cannot escape from the past
Suffering – trembling
You cannot escape from yourself

Will you fall asleep tonight?
You won’t fall asleep tonight...

Hush my child
I’m still with you
December wounds on pale skin

 

ALONG COMES A FOOL

Along... along comes a fool
Hey now, along... along comes a fool

Prozac – Sedatives – silver shot
Flood your brain - worship the dogs
Tonight you’re shivering - filled with ease
But life goes on – the great deceit

Razors – needles – acid prick
Free your mind – untie the strings
Tonight you’re feeling all alone
You’re unforgiven – Welcome home

Your smile is the mirror of your fear (Your smile is the mirror)
Strip down for the entire world to see (Strip down for me)
Too long you have struggled to be sane (Too long you have struggled)
Beware, don’t let them push you away
It’s like a snowball’s chance in hell...

Your skin‘s your prison tonight
Hurt me...

ONE MORE DAY

Give me one more day
And I’ll keep on running
And I’ll keep on hiding
I wish I could have stayed here with you

I’m on the loose
Looking for the answers
Looking for the madness
Once again I’ll perish in doubt

Give me one more day... another day... another night

I‘m running – running for cover
I’m running – far, far away / for my life
Running faster and faster and faster / And falling
Far away / Falling down – one more day

I need one more day
To dare my senses
To cease from thinking
It meant that much to me

A taste of shame
Someone did it again

And I’ll keep on hiding
I wish I could have stayed with you

 

EAT-GROW-DECAY

What the hell should I fight for?
What the hell should I know?
What the hell should I care about?
Is there somewhere I should go?

I’m the slayer of my brother
It doesn’t matter much to me
You asked me not to follow this path
But I’m craving for more

I eat, I grow and I decay (Break away)
I eat, I grow and I decay (I break away / So feed me)
Deep inside I’m feeling
My time’s running out
Deep inside I’m feeling
What it’s all about
Spinning round...

I am grateful to my creator
I still have to put up with
You asked me not to carry this load
But I’m craving for more

Don’t trust me

What the hell should I fight for?
What the hell should I fight for?
What the hell should I fight for?
What the hell should I know?

1951

There’s something cold
Inside of us
There’s something empty
Inside our hearts

The bitter sweet harmony of gentle crimes
Can’t you see? It’s burning

Afraid of being honest, afraid of showing pride
The shade of self-deception, it’s rising
A little black devil wants to be free again
A little black devil yearns for his dignity

Return...
Repent...

Deliver us from evil
Open your heart... open your heart for me

I’m on the verge of thinking but I can hardly tell
What drives us on and on, I’m shaking
A little black devil wants to be free again
A little black devil yearns for his dignity

Return – Open your arms (Open up)
Repent – Await your fallen star (Wait for me)
Remind – Open your heart (Open up wide / And shine on)
Shine bright like the sun
It’s 1951

Shine on... forevermore

Defying what I used to be
Defying my belief
Defying what I sacrificed
Pretending sanity